unwilling

a friend of mine wrote this "was in one of those in between seeing days and in a spaz lol. ya know what i'm talking about." I'm in these modes a lot and this is pretty expressive of how I feel most of the time too, so thought i'd share. Thanks Krys ;p

unwilling

the darkness outside looms eerily inside of me

clear and lighted by unattainable stars

guided by piercing moonlight and the purest of silences

broken only by the illusions unveiled by light

all the i love yous and the i care more than you think i dos

are proven false by the obvious void of intentions to be true

prevailing deceits fuel the path ahead

lies are the foundation, doubt holds the keys

unwillingness to wait, absence will be the end.